Sunday, December 2, 2007

Hormone induced insanty

My hormones are out of control.
I spent the weekend in a rage. Crying. Ready to divorce my husband.
It's because of PMS.
I'm sure men don't really believe it.
It's like the movie "A Beautiful Mind" -- how the delusions are so real to John Nash (a side note, I've heard Prof. Nash lecture. He's extremely boring and difficult to follow. Don't sign up for one of his classes. He's not Russel Crowe). In my mind, the issues I'm having -- even if they're about a missing "thank you" or a cup that's left out -- they're real. How do you overcome those hormones??? They make things so powerful.
And I'm convinced that if I was not so overweight the hormones would not be so insane.
Tonight, with all of my clothes on, having eaten and had lots of water, I'm weighing 226.
Gotta get back on the wagon tomorrow.
I'm a lost soul.
I'm so worked up about losing weight that I don't know where to start.
Can you help?